Sunday, August 05, 2007

From the Deviantart journal

(Pasted and edited from Emis Deviantart)

Emi Lvl 24 Nerd

HP: 1/260
MP: 0/3499
Status: Down for the count

Ive been very absent lately.

Im feeling quite angsty, irritated and abit emotional atm, but Ill try and not let it colour my words too much.

-- The last 12 months have probably been the worst yet in my life. (so much for trying. 9_9) And it basically fell down on my head like a couple of weeks ago, making it very clear to me. So, meh~. *defeated* --

-- My wrist, after having been on the better side since its breakdown, felt like breaking down again. Its gone to the point where opening a box of milk just hurt too much to be achieved. --

Ill probably be back in line again once I crawl out from this mess.

I know that Ive still got my flashworks, commissioned art pieces and a couple of trades to do, and I still intend to complete them. Maby not right now, but it WILL happen. I'm a mortally wounded sad-panda at the moment. So please hang in there. =/
Same goes for any intended work I have in line. I need to sort stuff and heal a bit before I can start focusing again. It's all sitting on my mac, waiting for me to finish! Just need to get a little stronger..

++ Another sweet and completely awesome thing is that Saint is coming from London to visit me on monday, and he's staying a whole 10 delicious days. This is probably the best thing that could happen to me during this period of my life. He always manages to make me happy somehow. <3 ++

(More news when it happens)

Thursday, June 21, 2007

So..

...Does anyone know when the new CS3 comes out? Because i don't know about you, but i reckon it's looking pretty damn hawt.

Sorry guys, Emi is still on vacation. You'll just have to make do with me for the moment. Quick question though. If there were any Lilium merchandise (Or stuff from any OTHER upcoming series Petite Symphony [The new name of D:Tane Studios as you probably guessed] might be working on currently *winks*) would you be interested? What would you like? Keychains? Hats, Tshirts, Panties? What kinds of designs would you want on them?

Those who have checked out Emis works over at Deviantart, would you be interested in a comic of some sort? If so, then what kind? I was thinking super giant robot furry gamer goth porn scifi.. But yknow, i'm biased.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to me~

God I hate getting old...

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Recap

(Im always weary when it comes to updates..)

First of all, Id like to thank Saint for being there for me. Whenever Im about to loose my footing he's there to lend me a crutch. So thank you! Much love!

As you may have noticed *insert lots of sarcasm here*, Lilium got quite delayed. I could loiter most of this post with sad explanations of why's and because's, but Id rather not. Things just went left instead of right and down instead of up. And here we are.

But the title of this post is not called "Recap" for naught.

Ive had some trouble since mid-august last year with my wrist and thumb. Most probably work related. Any slight movement is very painful. Somedays I cant even open a package of milk. Ive been to the hospital and Im currently waiting to have it X-rayed... Its been 4 months now. I guess Im very low on the priority list.
On top of that, I lost my job January 1st, 2007, so Im currently unemployed. It gives me the opportunity to work on Lilium 24/7, but so far Lilium havnt put a single dime on my dinner-table. (not counting the Awards both Lilium and the Lilium Teaser won... Im not going to comment on what my feelings are about a teaser winning a prize. Im just happy to get my budget patched.)
So. Im twisting in my sleep about what to do, really. There are other factors to count in, but they are irrelevant to this blog. And like Saint told you. Ive been out of commission for a while. Not dead. Just "not there".

Additionally, about 3-4 weeks ago, my PC crashed. At first, my backup-disk died. One week later, the whole thing just went dead. At the time I was to pessimistic to even care. I just shook my head and went to bed. It wasnt until the morning after I actually gave it a thought. "What if... What if the hard-drive crashed? All my work!? Holy Sh*t!" -Panic soon ensured-
Ive always hated PCs. Always.
I bought a new Mac. And now Im happy.
In any case... I had one of my more PC-friendly friends come over and do his magic. The hard-drive was indeed intact, and Ive transferred all my work over to my Mac for further nurturing in a healthier environment. All's good... 'Cept for my wallet.

Being without a computer for a week surely felt healthy. I really recommend it.

Back when I was finishing up the Teaser, I decided to keep any info about it, out of it. Such as the name of the Voice Actors and the Music I used. Basically, because I was so optimistic that Id release the full thing just 2 months later. But now I feel pretty ashamed about it.
The Voice Actors did a terrific job. And I feel like I should give them some credit for it.

The Voice of Lilium is by, as some of you actually guessed, Rina-Chan. Her take of Lilium's voice is just as I pictured it. Some of you commented that you thought of her as more... Mature and unstable? She's not. Lilium is quite young (somewhere between 11 and 13). And incredibly stable. All in line with her flawless and pure innocence. I feel that Rina-Chan captured it perfectly, and I really hope she's still there for the next 5 Episodes. Being the very popular Voice Artist that she is, I really hope she can find some additional time for my project. Id hate to loose Lilium's voice due to neglect on my side.

The Voice of the Old Lady is by Michelle Dunphy. I dont want to say too much about the Old Lady by the well. But I can, without a doubt, say that Michelle is very professional when it comes to her acting. Im very glad that I found her and that she accepted my plea. The perfect voice of a mature woman is very hard to come by. I dont think I could have found anyone better for this part.

The Voice of The Shadow... He wasnt in the teaser, but he WILL be in the complete episode. Phillip Sacramento's sample-audio had me blown away. I immediately contacted him, asking if he was interested. Which, to my relief, he was. The line I sent him to try out, came back. And it sent shivers down my spine. Shivers of awe that is. To put it in internet terms: A definite Win.

I will, with no doubt, contact these Voice Actors again for whatever roles I may offer in any project in the future. I highly recommend them. Their voice and acting-range is wide and highly professional.


And while we're on the subject of the Teasers Audio...

Since the teaser came out, there's been one question topping the charts: What music did I use?
First of all, Im glad that you approve of my choice in music.
Secondly, I hope you dont get too attached. (I know I am)
When the last and final episode is released, I will have had all the music replaced with original work, written for Lilium specifically. This information might scare some of you, but hopefully you'll have enough faith in my sense of quality to actually feel enticed about it.
In any case:

During the Menu and Dialogue: Hitori Setsunaku - by Hirano Yoshihisa, from the Anime "Strawberry Panic".

During the Teaser: Cry Bitterly - by Koh Otani, from the Anime "Haibane Renmei".


I don't want to comment on anything regarding the current state of the episode. I will not give out an ETA, but I will feed you with screenshots and other goodies as I see fit. I try to work on Lilium in a healthy manner, but please remember: I dont make any money out of this. Atleast not yet. My budget is getting very scarce and Im still not sure what to do.

I would like to point some things out about the series though.
It will be exactly 6 episodes long. Each Episode will be around 10 minutes long. It will be Frame-by-Frame animated. It will be tweened where tweening is suitable. Each episode will have a hidden children's-storybook theme in them (the small passage of flashing text in the teaser is bluntly one of them). The series will be more commercially aligned with its way of storytelling. There will be twists and turns and character evolvements. There will be more poetry-ish dialogue (atleast once per episode). And it will stay true to the darkly themed atmosphere of the original Lilium.
The story takes place just a few days or weeks after the events in the original Lilium and will follow her journey to achieve (or not achieve) what the Shadow had promised.

I feel kind of poofed at the moment, but Id like to finish it off with some info regarding the merchandise.

Like Ive said earlier, Ive been looking into starting a web-shop with Lilium merchandise. Such as T-Shirts, Hoodies, Tank-Tops, Coffe-cups and Underwear etc etc. There's alot of hassle to go through though and I dont feel overly confident in the legal stuff that comes with it. And like Saint told me: You cant do everything at the same time.

I might post an opportunity for you to buy some limited edition stuff through regular email in a near future though. All depending on my state of financial emergency.

And lastly. Ive arranged an Email for you to use if you have any personal questions about my work.
E-mail: petite_symphony at mac dot com (sorry... But I just hate those email harvester-bots)


Emi out.

P.S

Did anyone catch the movie "Pan's Labyrinth"? I found it very awesome and very appealing. But is it just me or ***slight spoiler warning*** did anyone else react to the whole "Shady creature wants cute little girl to bring him the baby brother" thingy? I know its not the most original idea in the world, but I still cant shake the habit of looking over my shoulder as I work. *laughs*

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Nobody dies till i say so.

Hi, i'm Saint Clockwork. You can think of me as Emi's aide if it helps. I'm dropping a line to let everyone know that no, she isn't dead. Yes, we know we're behind schedule on the Lilium series but this is due to some unfortunate personal issues which have only recently been cleared up. Work on the long anticipated sequential sequel to one of the most loved flashes of Newgrounds.com is in earnest along with several other projects Emi has in the pipeline.
*hides whip and megaphone*

Thanks for being so patient, guys. It's thanks to great fans like you that Lilium 2 is back on the cards! In the meantime, why not check out Emis gallery on Deviantart where you can check out new original artwork and sketches.

Monday, October 02, 2006

To Tease or not to Tease...

All I can say is, the Lilium Teaser is out!

Watch it here!

It's not much, but it's something. Beats any screenshot I could take! *laugh*

I'll fill this space with further info when Im more awake... So, So tired.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

It goes on...

Back on track again... With real life I mean. Vacation is over and Im back at my regular job. This wont hold me from working on what I find to be my purpose in life, though. Quite the opposite.

Its been a month since my last post, which was kind of intentional. I wanted to give people some time to find my blog and read the latest information before heading onwards.
There was some minor setting in the comments section that wouldn let people see what date a specific comment was made... Which probably led to some unintended missunderstandings. I have (hopefully) fixed that now though. So all is good.

This update won't be as filled with news and screenshots as I might have wanted, but I still managed to make you a quick Wallpaper (1280x1024). If there is a demand, I might post other resolutions at a later point. Eventhough it's still a screenshot from the movie, It wont appear exactly like this on screen. So... Atleast it's something, right? I'll try to avoid showing Lilium's face on any of the present/coming pictures. Not that she has changed or anything... I just wish to save it for the grand opening, if you get what I mean.

I ran into my first animators-block the other day. Terrible news, but Ill probably have it fixed by tonight. Like the first incarnation of Lilium, where the music had me wingclipped due to its lenght, I've managed to stumble across the same problem again.
In the Directors way of directing there's a saying that goes under the term "Kill your Darlings". Basically meaning that, If you want to keep a good consistant quality of your work, you might have to consider deleting your favourite scenes, a.k.a your "Darlings". I will, however, refrain from doing this. It would be the best option for me in my current situation, but I have the feeling I'll manage it somehow. I always do.

I'd also like to take my time and confess something. Lilium 2 isn't the only project Im workin on right now. This is mainly because 1# I'd like to have something to fall back on at the moments I get bored of Lilium, so I just dont put my pen down for good. 2# During the time it takes to complete Lilium 2, I feel that I'd like to work on other stuff for future promotion and to just vent my creativity.
My head is filled to the limit with Ideas and Projects that I have sworn to complete before I grow old and demented. So hopefully you won't hold this against me. Im just one person, after all.
But I could say that you should'nt have to wait longer than 4 months until Lilium 2 strikes the Portal. This is a very preliminary date, so it is prone to change at any time. And honestly, I'd rather push the date than say: "It's done when It's done."

Other news are that Im in the infancy of starting my own company. It will probably be launched by the time I get my own official homepage up and running.
Through the homepage, you'll be able to browse my online gallery, read about my other projects and... *drum-roll* Buy Lilium Merchandise.
I've already got some T-shirts and Hoodies printed out. I'd give you all a picture of how they look, if I had a camera nearby. So It will have to wait 'till the next update.


//Emi